Boy lately I've been feeling really sorry for myself. More than that I've been entertaining that ugly green-eyed monster, jealousy. The thoughts that have invaded my mind are, "Why can they succeed an not me? Why do I have to struggle so hard? I'm a good Christian and they follow the way of the world. This stinks. Life isn't fair! It just isn't fair!" Can you hear that teeny tiny violin playing my heart bleeds for you? The radio station in my mind that I've been subscribing to this last week plays it over and over and over. I'm spilling the beans because frankly, I'm seriously convicted. I know that what I'm actually doing is failing to trust God. I'm failing to remember that He will give me victory through prayer in the areas of my life that others seem to come by naturally or have a benefactor to run and assist them when they need it. They may have human benefactors, but what I'm forgettin...
Up front and honest confessions of this gal's sinful heart