O ur struggle to have a child was not too unlike most infertile couples. We tried for years without success then turned to a fertility specialist for rigorous testing, prodding, poking and emotional turmoil. I wanted a child of my own so badly it consumed my thoughts every waking moment and haunted my dreams every single night. I would cry out to God every day praying for our miracle child. Finally after 5 rounds of IUI I had had enough. I was so distraught; after having stimulated my body to produce eight eggs on our last round of IUI and not conceiving - I knew it was time to get off the roller coaster of disappointment. After a short but emotional discussion my husband and I decided that we would pursue adoption. In Jan of 2005 we went to a seminar at a christian adoption agency and were very dawn to China. It took us almost 6 months but we compiled all the paperwork for our dossier and submitted it to the Chinese con...
Up front and honest confessions of this gal's sinful heart